Nicolost

Time FLEW

2010-08-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

woo.. its August already.. its been like 2weeks since i came blogging.. haha! almost forgotten that i have a blog.. =x EPS is over.. YAY! hmm. problems with my lappy for the pass weeks.. so.. didnt have my lappy to use. crap uh.. but but!! WINDOWS 7 is finally on my lappy and Microsoft Office 2010! =) Upgraded and good to go!

Whats next? exams? NS? ahh driving license 1st haha!

hmmm....

2010-07-18T17:00:00.002+08:00

I'm counting down... counting down to the day when i graduate from TP..

Met up with Leng yesterday.. had lunch and caught a movie together.. =) it feels like my life is getting back to normal.. went for morning soccer.. drizzling yet we still played with a wet and slippery floor.. people slipping and falling yet i guess it was fun.. wanted to go for bball like now but its still raining.. oh man.. EPS is next week... what should i do?

it feels like time is crawling.. yet its flying pass.. weird feelings uh..

Reflections?

2010-07-14T02:28:00.002+08:00

Its OVER.. APTC is over.. singapore cam in 2nd for most of the category.. great job guys and girls..

EPS time.. i can't believe my useless major project can get into project show.. oh man.. i feel like my face is going to be thrown away. formal formal and more formal.. its just 2-3 more weeks of lessons before i have no more class to attend.. follow by 2 main papers and i am out of TP!! omg.. time flies when i look back.. no more TP where will i go after NS? i wonder...

Time to Get BACK

2010-07-04T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm... its been super long since i came to blog once again... its always like this. i wonder why haha!! MPSIP is finally over.. wonder how will i score for that. hopefully a B+++ at least.. zzz..

World Cup FEVER.. GERMANY ALL THE WAY? haha..

Competition is finally round the corner.. this friday saturday and sunday! am i well prepared??

oh man.. i am starting to count down to my departure from temasek poly.. will i be send to aussie for my degree after stupid NS? or will i be able to get into SMU/NUS? i wonder..

Back

2010-06-20T14:21:00.002+08:00

Oh man... i haven't been blogging.. anyway!! MP judging is like on WEDS.. i AM so DEAD!!!.. sigh.. hmm.. tchoukball cup in singapore is coming.. nearing.. training's on Mon to Fri.. not forgetting basketball and soccer on Sat and Sun.. my body is breaking soon!! but time to FOCUS on presentation and answering of Questions for my MP!

I WANT TO GRADUATE!!

@#$%@#$%@#%@#%#

2010-05-27T02:36:00.001+08:00

I am so feeling wrong right now.. long ago post.. NAPFA SILVER.. sucks.. but thats not the problem now.. i just feel frustrated @%#$%@#%$ SHIT LAH!$!@#$ DAMMIT@#$%@#$ I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I AM REALLY GOING CRAZY 243%@#$%#@#%@#$%@#%@#%@#$%@

WHATEVER LAH..

TEAM B.. 2nd Team..

2010-05-14T00:38:00.003+08:00

Alright! time to JIAYOU! squeeze myself into TEAM A!! Tchoukball seems to be more and more fun day by day.. haha!! Napfa is tomorrow!! AIMING GOLD!! ALL THE BEST NIC!!

Tomorrow Is The Day

2010-05-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

Its finally here.. the day for me to prove myself.. was given a chance to trials with the singapore national team for tchoukball and i shall cherish it. At least i was given a chance to do something for Singapore? haha hope that everything goes my way tomorrow!!

MIND BLANK

2010-05-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog about something.. BUT it went off my mind.. totally cant remember what i wanted to type.. hmm i shall add some photos then..

I don't look like myself..

ramen play is nice.

Weekends...

2010-05-03T01:00:00.003+08:00

weekends are OVER.. just a blink and its over.. the new week has arrived once again.. 2 nights of basketball with my sec buddies and 1 morning of soccer with cousins and friends.. and the weekends is over!! the new week has come and i shall study for this week LOL! surprisingly.. ok time for bed.. signing off..

Time to Train

2010-05-01T14:34:00.002+08:00

PES A.. Why A i have no idea.. Just hope that its not commando can already.. Napfa is coming on 14th May.. die die also must get GOLD! time to train train train.. muscle ache also train.. JIA YOU.. nothing much to write.. got PS by someone today.. but its ok.. used to getting PS already haha.. boring saturday..

tchoukball, dive, throw, OUCH

2010-04-24T13:04:00.003+08:00

End of Tchoukball!! a fun and cool sports! lost all.. due to handicap 4 v 5.. basket.. so fun to dive here and there and having so many people cheering after you did a cool move.. furthermore, i made the referee scared of me.. after this incident:"Nicolas dived and caught the ball! landed on his elbow and kept the ball off the ground everyone saw it but the referee went BEEP!! turnover.. after arguing, in the next possession nicolas got the ball jumped up high and throw down HARD! the ball hits the rim and went straight at the referee's head.. BOOM! OUCH!! after that she is very afraid of me.. >.<

i DIDNT THREW THAT ON PURPOSE!! oh my.. anyway tchoukball is really interesting and fun! if any of you guys out there wants to play tchoukball call nicolas!!! hahaha

Finally

2010-04-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

so many Finally to be said.

1st Finally the report is done after being rejected the 1st time.

2nd Finally Week 0 is over.

3rd Finally school is starting.

4th Finally My voice is coming back after Week 0

5th Finally i played my 1st ever Tchoukball on saturday

ok thats about all.. so many Finally-s and lastly.. Finally Nicolas is going to BED!!!

DEAD DEAD DEAD

2010-04-07T03:02:00.001+08:00

i am so dead.. dateline for my report submission was yesterday!! its 3.03am and i have yet to complete my report! OMG!! 2000 words minimum.. and i am at 400? WTH!! how the hell am i going to finish doing? think think think!!!!

Singapore TOMORROW!

2010-03-30T10:14:00.001+08:00

XING JIA PO WO YAO HUI LAI LE!! 29 MORE HOURS TO SAYING HELLO TO SINGAPORE, FAMILY, RELATIVES, FRIENDS!!! NOT FORGETTING TO SAY HELLO TO MEE POK, MEE RUBUS, NASI BRIANI, CHILLI! ETC ETC.. HAHA!! ITS TIME FOR ME TO LEAVE JAPAN!! BYEBYE!!!!

YES YES YES!!

2010-03-29T16:19:00.001+08:00

TIME TO GO HOME!!! OH HOME SWEET HOME. HERE I COME.. SINGAPORE IN LESS THAN 60 HOURS! YEES YES YES!! I SMELL CHAR KWAY TEOW MEEPOK SO MANY FOOD! WHO WANTS TO JOIN ME FOR FOOD HUNT!?? HAHA

BORED!!

2010-03-16T18:52:00.001+08:00

oh man.. 15 more days till the day i return to singapore!! i am getting super bored!! plus my presentation and reports.. its all not done!! totally no mood to do it!

HOW!???

Osaka!!

2010-03-09T20:38:00.003+08:00

back from Osaka!! USJ for the win!! drizzled but still very shiok!! went for grade 5 graduation ceremony.. didn't understand a word but still the best part is taking photos with everybody in FORMAL.. thanks to some bakayaro my camera is with him even as i am typing its still with him.. i didn't agree to lend it to him but he still took it anyway.. now i cant upload the nice photos!! alright shall upload some from Osaka

yellow cab!

somehow i love this photo

Me & charit (acting Hip)

Buffet crabs, salmon!

sick!!!!

2010-03-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

sick sick sick sick sick to the MAX!!!

Happy or Sad?

2010-02-16T12:33:00.002+08:00

Its coming to the end of my OSIP!! woo.. I wonder is this a GOOD or BAD news.. I've been told by my supervisor in Japan that i won't be needed to carry on with part 2 of my project. So now i will be moving on to FILLING UP my LOG books!@!#@# but will the results be sufficient for me to score for my MP? this is the big problem now.. the whole project seems very simple and it feels like it can be done in a day rather than 5 months. its possible to be done in a day as i finally learnt the whole concept in the proper manner.. but is that good enough? I don't wish to get a D or a C for my MP. even a B is bad.. considering that my parents spent so much for this student exchange OSIP. now the real worry begins...

BTW HAPPY NEW YEAR.. celebrating without my family and relatives sucks big time.

NO NO NO NO NO!!!!

2010-02-12T14:59:00.001+08:00

no improvement what so ever!! SHIT man!! all the ideas that i thought of which might work did not!!! ah crap.. failing MPSIP is nearing and i can feel that is falling upon me.. i am so DEAD..

Downs and Ups

2010-02-10T15:26:00.003+08:00

All hopes from yesterday is gone.. everything i thought of before sleeping.. all FAILED.. coming to the end of the day.. and i realize and found a new hope!! lets hope that tomorrow will be the day my project takes another big improving step!

brain cells are all dying fast!! can't seems to get to bed early anymore.. did over 200 crunches last night from 2 am - 4 am!!! push ups too!! i need more sleep!! sleeping helps to regenerate my brain cells in which helps me to think and to complete my PROJECT!!@#!@#!

STRESS!!

2010-02-08T15:24:00.002+08:00

8 of FEB! OMG! I am going back to SINGAPORE soon!! my HOME~!! now i wonder is that a GOOD NEWS or not..

as usual project is killing me.. at least currently i got some results.. however, more stress and pressure is filling me.. my LOG books!! are all empty.. SHIT! 31st is coming! i get to go home! good news! but project submission!? BAD NEWS! i feel so dead.. i feel like i am going to fail my MPSIP.. i feel like i have learnt nothing but taking care of myself alone.. i feel so stress!!! how i wish there is EXAMS! and not REPORT submission!!

wanted to run off my stress as stated in facebook yet what i had done was ADDING STRESS to my knee!! now not only my projects give me headache.. my knee is hurting once again.. holy crap.. sigh.. nothing seems to be right for me at the moment.. have been thinking yet again... thinking of what? I'm not sure myself.. sigh...........

AHHH!!

2010-02-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

HEADACHE AH!!! dateline for my project submission is nearing!! good news!! cause i will be heading back SINGAPORE SOON!! but!!!! PROJECT SUBMISSION!! OMG!!! i need help!! but nobody can help me!! i am so dead!!

though i am super stress and busy with my project! i still did recovery slow runs =) plus favorite basketball! =) next week shall do more 5 km runs!!

FRIDAY!

2010-01-29T12:25:00.003+08:00

Finally its FRIDAY!! hai pai tian xin in 3 days time! final episode!! haha.. friday = basketball night!! can't wait for the full court games.. before that shall have a 2 km recovery jog to supermarket to stock up on my snacks and drinks.. its been awhile since i went to restock.. need to spend money again!!! japan is so expensive!! turn off.. alright more photos to tempt those who never come to japan before.. lol!

Light Snow

On the road to Aso

Clear Spring Water

Top of Mount. Aso

Aso Farmland

Present!

2010-01-28T15:02:00.002+08:00

Failed to post everyday as usual.. a couple of days has past since i last posted those pictures. shall return to the present for this post.

what have i been doing these few days.. trying to understand my project on the dumb dumb NXT robot which i have yet to accomplish but i won't and cannot give up!! have been exercising hard!! a 4 km run last thursday which clocked a PB of 17.50 (told by the timers). Had a strain butt! lots of stretching for the next couple of days and a recovery run of 2 km (no timing was taken). follow by a 5 km run yesterday think it was about 21.45+ didn't have a proper timer with me so timed with a digital watch. I NEED LOTS OF STRETCHING!! muscles are all very tight now.

Congrats to Radiyah 2nd for Polite 3 km race. great job! and best of luck for the up coming POLITE EVERYBODY!

2010-01-21T14:47:00.002+08:00

Alright photos when i met up with my parents in Tokyo! they waited for me for about an hour? as their flight arrive an hour earlier than mine. All came to hug me! =) its been like 3 weeks since the last time i saw them at that point of time.. and now? its been 2 months.. and 2 more to go.. had fun in tokyo maybe because it felt like we went japan for holiday together.! (Isn't that it? we were there for holiday!) lol any back to the topic. so yup one of the best time i had in japan!

Airport(Tokyo)

Tokyo Disneyland

Cruise

alright same thing.. just showing about 5 photos want to see more type links and go to my face book =) more tomorrow!!

Lovely colours

2010-01-19T10:52:00.002+08:00

Lets spice up this blog once again! and there's only 1 way to do that!

UPLOAD PHOTOS!! haha!! want to see more beautiful sceneries in japan autumn? go see my FB.. very Simple just type links and click on facebook and look for the album name Sight seeing trip! ok later come back upload the next trip.

Back Back Back!

2010-01-18T14:19:00.002+08:00

Once again the Revival of my Blog!! haha!

I wonder who will read but i guess is just nice for me to type and recap what happened in the past in future uh.

Many many many many things had happened and many are still happening.. i guess.. after 2 months+ of not updating. Alright 72 more days before i return to singapore! Can't wait for that day to come! however, definitely will look back on that day and wished that i can stay longer.. life is always like this. Went to many places did many things. guess most of the things or rather all of the things are posted on face book.

i still remember posting something like running away from reality and hoping that there will be an earthquake here while i am here.. ( abit chim uh but yea something like that) i guess living alone(without family) is really a growing up experience. i've learnt so many things at home and not realized it till i came here. we all are learning new stuffs subconsciously!! trust me on this. haha.

alright maybe the next time i see my family, relatives and friends they will be looking and getting to know a new Nicolas. Good or Bad? i wonder.

2009-11-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

indoor basketball is the best!! haha!! shoot at least 200 made shots daily in the morning plus play with others at night! yesterday played with the school's basketball club. they tried hard but lost to me.. LOL! maybe the 200 made shots daily helped me alot.. today played with hai, jiabao, jiahao and 2 other japanese friends. got to learn their names. a guy and a girl. 村田 and 泰子. 泰子 is seriously a sharp shooter.. 3-pointer is like 75% chop! pro uh. better than most of the guys in japan LOL! luckily she was in my team haha!! oh yea the pronouncation for those names are maruta and yasuko. had fun! and soon it'll be over cause "work" is starting next week.. learning japanese in progress がんばります！

2009-11-05T22:45:00.001+08:00

So i am here for almost a week! not bad! weird people yet very friendly.. so i shall take the weird away haha! assignments will be here soon!! and i'm trying super hard to learn japanese! GANBARIMASU!

2009-10-29T11:02:00.002+08:00

nothing better to do.. some how i love this picture so i decided to upload it here.. haha!!
trap in the lab.. for my last day.. and is like 2 more days before i fly away.. omg man!! time flies.. hopefully when i get there.. i'll find and know some great friends.. otherwise i think i am doomed..

2009-10-23T15:51:00.003+08:00

woo!! i am SO ROTTING to death! haha.. everyday 8.30-5.30 is killing me! someone save me!! haha
JOKE OF THE MONTH!
Nicolas went up to bus 22 on the first day of school.. the day before was IVP and he did BADLY.. without proper cool down and stretching, the bus took a rough turn and nicolas was about the fall from his seat. Thus, he stretch out his left leg trying to stablise himself HOWEVER! HIS HAMSTRING CRAMPED!! so what happen next? obviously he FELL to the ground stretching his hamstring and everybody behide was LOOKING at him! End of story!
FUNNY RIGHT?

2009-10-14T02:38:00.002+08:00

Lets see.. 2.40AM i have school at 10AM and i am still up blogging? How wonderful.. haha!! i feel tired yet i am not going to bed. i feel like time is crawling yet its actually flying pass.. another 17 more days and i am off to japan. Debit card made. Clothings checked. Things to buy checked. When to buy? i don't know. what more? IVP! 2.15pm on sunday at Gombak. I am SO prepared for last position yup! 2 more trainings and thats it! dooms day number 1.. and dooms day number 2 will come on 1st november! Bon voyage to my sister having fun in aussie with her BF now. when she returns i am flying.. cool uh.. i wish i could think of it that way.. off to other things! and soon sleep.. BYE

2009-10-10T17:55:00.001+08:00

its been so long since i blog haha.. the count down for me to fly away from singapore starts.. 21 more days.. and is goodbye for 5months.. haha... ivp is tomorrow and next week! everybody JIAYOU!!!

2009-09-26T13:59:00.002+08:00

nothing much happened.. standard things.. training, eat, sleep. just came back from swimming and lunch.. felt like typing something.. so came to type. haha. knee seems to be improving however, very slowly.. going to run 400 hurdles.. shall give myself a last chance and do a final sprint!!

2009-09-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

hmm few days have passed.. have been home alone with my sister.. so not considered as alone? haha.. parents are back.. however, my maid isn't. how wonderful.. everyday i've to sweep and mop the floor.. sigh.. house work is kind of.. time killing.. haha thats good uh. worked as usher, as waiter, as cashier, and cook.. what's next? haha.. i'm bored!!

2009-09-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

=) cheesecake is done! haha.. nothing much happened.. my knee isn't healing.. i wonder when will it finally heal..

2009-09-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

Its time for a change! change for all! for the better!! nothing shall hold and prevent me! i've started by changing my BLOGSKIN! not much link though.. haha.. k time to look forward and try to enjoy the remaining days in singapore!! IVP is my focus now and so.. please my knee.. stop giving me trouble!

2009-09-11T09:34:00.000+08:00

where and how should i start.. a wonderful dream turns out to be the worst nightmare.. never had i felt like this before.. it felt like the whole world had crushed down on me.. now i am scared.. afraid of this.. never will i do this again i think.. its all over.. i dont know whats going on in my mind now.. i cant think straight.. i'll never do anything right!! NEVER! ALL THAT I DO IS ALWAYS WRONG!! when will i start doing things the right way.. i guess that will never happen..

2009-09-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

please help me!! i am so losing control of myself.. i feel so not me.. i dont even know WHAT AM I F*CKING THINKING!! this sucks big time!! i am like doing the IMPOSSIBLE.. i AM JUST HOPELESS.. WHY CANT I JUST LEAVE THIS WORLD! maybe i guess japan internship is just the best thing for me now.. maybe is just a best solution and choice for me to escape reality.. maybe i'll just die in an earthquake over there.. AHH F*CK MAN!

P.S. i just so freaking moodless.. sorry to vent my anger out like this..

2009-09-06T01:14:00.002+08:00

time flies!! soon.. i'll be officially MIA from singapore.. sadly but ya... news update.. flying in the 1st week of november.. oh man.. hope that time will fly pass when i'm there.. ok.. more updates.. injury is now NICOLAS best friend.. no doubt about that.. from right ankle to left back to right and now up to right knee.. fun uh? what a good friend whom never fail to visit me.. zzzz whats more? hmm.. ok went back to secondary school.. met up with friends and teachers.. suddenly i realise.. how fast time flew.. its 3 years since i've graduated.. oh my goodness gracious me.. LOL.. Mr. Richard.C.Chia favourite sentence!! lol.. ok.. thats all.. time to go to bed i guess..

2009-08-28T13:07:00.000+08:00

Exams are over! in other words.. my time is near.. i shall perish from singapore soon... sigh.. 1st paper should be flunked.. dead.. the rest is kind of cruise pass.. maybe you are right.. i should stop the thinking!! i should think when only i must.. and not all the time.. confused.............

2009-08-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

so blogs dead for sometime already.. i dont know what am i thinking and feeling now.. exams is around the corner.. studying doesnt seems to be in my mind.. its filled with so many things.. so many things that i dont even understand myself.. what should i do.. how can i STOP thinking so much? how i wish my dad's genes is not in me.. then i wouldnt think so many steps ahead.. thinking SUCKS.. i hate it! but i cant help but to think.. think of the consequences of my choice.. think of what will happen next.. shouldnt i be studying now? what am i thinking? i dont even know myself.. its killing me.. HELP!!

2009-08-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

wanted to type somethings today.. but.. forgotten so forget it.. lots of things to complete tonight.. no need to sleep le..

2009-08-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

Rough day.. tiring.. lots more.. oh.. seems like blogger photo problem is back.. cant upload photos today.. sad.. but most of the photos are uploaded in facebook.. including a video.. july is over.. 1st of august and bad things happened.. anyway promised people not to mention bout what happened.. so.. back to me.. swimming in the morning.. shiok man.. i am getting addicted to the pool.. haha.. thus have to strive to get my packs asap!! =X haha.. then was BBALL.. shit if coach sees this i will be killed.. lol.. guess my foot is healing.. thats good news uh.. but will it be in time for IVP's selection? will i make it into the team? i wonder.. not much updates on Japan trip yet.. visa not done i guess.. maybe i have to check with my CM..

Thats all folks..

2009-07-31T00:10:00.001+08:00

So.. back.. i guess this year will be a weird and special year.. seems like everything is going to change.. i will miss my birthday.. will miss christmas.. will miss new year.. will miss chinese new year.. miss so many big events uh.. so weird.. so weird.. reason being? guess also can hit the jackpot? haha.. October to end of March 2010 uh... Whats next?

2009-07-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

oh oh!! back to normal!!

can put some decorations..

sister's birthday plus some old pics.. haha

oh ya.. imagine ME.. holding 40 ballons walking from illuma to bugis street(Mac) area.. and everyone looking at me.. so... WEIRD? haha

2009-07-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

testing testing.. lol..

so weird... got 1 small box here.. cannot upload photos and all..

anyways.. my leg has hope i guess.. claims the physician.. lets see what will happen next..

2009-07-21T00:24:00.003+08:00

Back to write again!!

i guess. this place is the place where i "shout" out all my thoughts.. this is the place where i can find my true self.. i turned on the TV and saw GOAL 2.. the downside when i turn it on.. the part where everything goes wrong for santi.. is that the part i am having now? cause i don't feel myself.. i don't understand.. somethings is not right..

Yes i am trying hard to change.. but i don't think i am myself.. i feel weird.. is like another person is taking over.. is this how drug addicts feel when they try to quit? if it is.. IT SUCKS!

trainings.. injuried leg is causing my interest.. i can't do SHIT! all i can do is gym and core.. and all who knows me knows that i HATE GYM.. come on.. who love to do core? anyone? i seriously doubt.. and thats what i am doing every training.. it sucks.. looking at others jumping and training to improve and all i can do is core!

i got so much in my i feel like telling others.. so much.. so much.. how i wish i have a comforting listening ear that understands how i feel.. is so uneasy to keep it all inside of me..

back to core.. all i can do now is to lie to myself.. not exactly lying.. just trying to change my mindset.. instead of improving on my jumps.. now all i am telling myself is to get a nice body.. i need to push myself to get a nice set of abs..

i wonder how long can i persuade myself to stay in training.. or will history repeat itself again? will i start skipping trainings and all.. will i once again break the trust and hope that coach have in me..

i guess i am starting to talk rubbish to you.. hopefully i am not getting into your nerves.. whats wrong.. i am sorry if i am starting to bug you 1 too many times.. sorry..

2009-07-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

Seems like i am getting back to writing here.. haha..

Finally!! some well deserved weekend rest.. majority of the reports/projects are completed.. however.. there are more to come.. so better fully utilize this weekend.!!

Harry potter and the 1/2 blood prince was rather a disappointing film compared to the rest of the series. looking forward to the next movie(2years?)..

some how some what.. once i get to see and chat with you.. i have a totally different feeling.. what does this represent? i wonder... ... ...

2009-07-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

days have pass weeks have passed.. i can tell that i am slowly but surely changing.. thats good right?

theres this feeling.. this unexplainable feeling.. a feeling that make me happy, sad, worried, disappointed, and many many more.. i can't explain it.. i don't know how to explain..

confused..

2009-07-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

Time to type something on this old rusty blog.. somethings wrong with me.. i can feel it.. but i don't know whats wrong.. the urge of changing for the better yet at the same time being huanted by the bad things.. is it so difficult to get a simple job done?

What a mixture of feelings for the pass week.. Happy yet sad.. Enthu yet disappointed.. hyper yet tired.. i am SO LOST!! i wonder why.. guess time will show what will happen to me..

2009-06-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

dead dead dead blog.. hopelessly dead.. hopefully i can revive it!!

ITS TIME TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!!
i'll try hard! i promise.

2009-05-28T13:37:00.001+08:00

oh my.. so long alrdy since i last posted.. =.=.. term test lai liao.. must study study study!! time to pull GPA higher!!! chiong ah

2009-05-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

is nicolas really lost? where did the past nicolas disappeared to? what have i become? seriously its time for me to find my old self back..
a random and reflective post.. after track.. ... ...

2009-05-20T03:00:00.002+08:00

nth much to write about.. track camp is over.. manage to turn up for the last day.. due to stomach flu.. no ideas coming in..

anyways.. the VOTING begins.. i have voted.. have u? if not? hurry down to cyber center.. 2 days left!

2009-05-16T02:12:00.002+08:00

NEWS REPORT!! SWINE FLU IN MALAYSIA!!
anyway the true news is wad happened today.. Surprisingly, my Course manager called me.. i wonder Y.. U too rite? shockingly.. he wanted to kick me out of school for the next SEM! OMG!! kick me to JAPAN for 5 months to do my MP/SIP! omg lah.. JAPAN LEH!! wad a NICE PLACE!! BUT!!!!! 5 MONTHS!! FIVE!!!! IS DAM LONG CAN!!! 75% cfm.. may change though.. so lets see wad happens next..

2009-05-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

carn slp last nite.. i wondered y.. so did lots and lots of reflecting.. the most ever.. and i realised.. all i did.. all the things i did.. is all THRASH! i carn believe dat i did so many useless things!! am i really needed in this world? sometimes i really wonder.. Whats life all about? if u have the ans.. pls share it with me.. random post i would say.. so many some pictures to show..

Happy MaMa's day! had lunch tgt today.. NICE! but quite X.. haha..

2009-05-09T01:42:00.002+08:00

bac bac to post..shall be posting more often.. nexo dinner today.. be4 dat went to parkway for lunch den marine parade cc to play badminton wif sis's bf and his didi.. shiok after sweating.. den went to pool.. went home shower and off to school to meet wif NEXOians..

dinner at T1 changi airport.. popeyes.. den went home..

PS.. din mean to say anything to hurt u..

2009-05-06T23:42:00.002+08:00

woah! so long nvr post again.. haha.. ppl complaining liao.. HAHA..

wad to post.. lol.. so school started.. being bombared wif 4 projects in the 1st WEEK!! =.=! gg-ed.. gonna get busy soon.. ok skip bout school work.. ankle injury is bac.. worst den ever.. left ankle pain returns and worst.. right ankle oso.. HOW to TRAIN!!! bo bian i guess.. coach trying to cut ppl.. so carn skip anymore trainings.. just got to bear wif the pain ba? any good physicians to recommend?

nth much for now.. this blog ios getting boring.. lol.. hmm PICTURES.. i guess i will try to upload some to make this page more interesting ba! haha

2009-04-19T01:16:00.002+08:00

schools starting.. Week 0 has passed.. so i guess is bac to studying.. haha.. must change mindset liao..

nexo sports outing.. fun fun fun.. bball to vball to captain's ball to etc etc.. guess all who went had fun.. =) den it was showering and off to katong for dinner.. haha.. shiny.... LOL inside joke.. haha.. wont say much.. and it ended wif shah's DUMBEST game EVER.. nvr wanna play dat again!!! not saying wad happened.. =P

2009-04-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

ok.. FO officially closed.. week 0 is next.. voice.. recovered 75%!! now de tone.. low pitch.. haha.. anyways.. nexo is loved no matter the time of the day ya.. hahaha... no more FO but will still have outing.. =)

school's starting.. and hmm.. oh ya!!
THANKS FOR MY LATE LATE DE PRESENT!! love it!!! hahaha will be wearing them during week O hahaa... =) =)

fun time is almost over.. time now.. STUDYING, TRAINING AND SLEEPING!! hahaa....

oh ya.. last thing.. thkx all freshies for making FO a success.. =) keep on cheering!! and... DUN FORGET THE SCHOOL SONG!! hahaha!!!!

2009-04-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

years since i blogged? lots to blog about but i seems to be lazy? haha..

lets see.. so long alrdy.. now dunno wad to write.. hmm. well.. recent things.. FOW is over.. exams are over.. results are out.. c boys lost (unfortunately) c girls got into 2nd round.. so many things!!

NEXO LOVE!
honestly speaking.. nexus u made my FOW.. i teared and i am not afraid to say it out.. its becux of u guys.. and girls.. u all had touched my heart.. disappointing end i would say but most imptly we all had fun rite?! so wad if we gls lose our voice.. it is so worth it for u guys!!!

Results are ok.. dun really wanna tok about it..

all the best to girls team!

FOC is next.. voice recovered by about 50% i guess? or lesser.. haha.. BUT NEXO we cheer wif our heart not voice!! CHIONG AH!!

2009-02-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

more and more news.. more and more to post.. yet i have no time to really post anything.. just today.. i recieved an invitation for Team Singapore Under-23 softball Trials.. should i go for it? does it means dat i will have to sacrifise somethings? PROBLEMS!! this maybe a good chance..

i wonder...

2009-02-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

long post will be coming up after the main exams.. but for now.. it feels DAM GOOOD to be bac training! oo i missed dat feeling!!!!.. JIAYOU!! EXAMS and TRAINING!!!

2009-01-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

been a while since i came in? hmm.. due to CNY.. pack things and stuffs.. not going to type much.. will update when i have the time.. =)

CNY is over.. will we have time now? i wonder..

2009-01-22T00:56:00.002+08:00

last day of captain's ball.. i admit.. i am the reason for the lost.. 4th... thkx to me.. if only i can jump higher.. if only my leg wasn't injured.. ya ya.. all the if only.. in the end, its still my fault.. haix...

2009-01-20T02:18:00.002+08:00

a super time wasting day.. went for math tutorial.. didnt bring my MCT board.. so went all the way home after 1 hr den slack at home.. in other words.. missed all lectures like usual and wasted all my time at home.. overshoot the time and waste $ to cab down school... i am hopeless.. seriously.. haix..

short-tempered.. what the hell is wrong with me? its CNY in a weeks time and my temper became like this?

seems like i will have to wait till after holidays or maybe even after main exams? i can't wait..

it looks like i am not dreaming? i am not thinking too much?maybe its true.. maybe... ... ... only time will reveal the answer...

2009-01-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

what am i doing? its just a few weeks to main exams... to project datelines! and what have i done for this pass 2 days? i am just SLACKING? doing shit non-useful things.. ok i have seriously got to change! i seriously need some help... haix..

still nothing.. after 1 week..

2009-01-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

dunno y.. i juz felt lyk coming here to type more and more.. maybe something is really wrong wif me.. ah forget it.. wanna type alot of things yet nth came out.. wad does dat means?

2009-01-18T00:20:00.003+08:00

hmm wondering wad to post.. sis fren came.. for dinner.. steamboat.. prepared by my sis.. woah? haha.. kinda did quite alot this tym.. buying ingredients frm market ntuc and etc.. not bad yea?.. ended wif my cheese cake.. and finally mahjong.. haha.. luck was good.. =)

whats wrong with me? recently getting kind of short-tempered? is it due to stress? or maybe my injury? some one help me? i must control... ... ... ...

when will we be able to meet? with my busy schedule and projects.. will it be like last time? will we miss the chance of seeing each other? or is it me worrying too much..?

perhapes its just me thinking too much.. totally 1 sided thought.. give up or not?

2009-01-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

weekend! break time! hmm.. doubt i will get any break time.. its CNY soon.. and in other words.. MAIN exams! and PROJECTS due date.. haix.. dun tink i will get any rest this weekend liao.. MUST SLEEP more..!! the only rest time i have!!

Things To Do:
1. Pack room for CNY
2. Prepare for Main
3. Projects dateline
4. Buy a new Shirt for CNY
5. Lab test all Coming
6. Prepare for FO and MTC!

last 1 can dun count.. =.= still long way to go.. anyways.. friday.. hmm.. went to school for dumb lab.. den off to take X-ray at AMK(almost LOST.. lol).. Shopping at AMK hub for ingredients.. Making cheese cake for sis frens.. den bac home.. and off to school again.. kinda travelling here and dere today.. woo wordy post..! went for LL interview.. and wad are the chances? i would say.. less den 25% ba.. not much confident.. dats bout all for today..

how are you today? feeling better? i wonder...

am i thinking too much over here..? maybe i should just throw the thought away..

2009-01-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

Captain's Ball Day2..
not bad! not bad at all!! 3 games won 2 out of 3.. and drew the remaining 1.. kinda fun cool event? haha.. just trying to post more here.. lol.. =.=

i wonder.. no matter wad happens.. i will be there.. there to make u smile.. there to make u happy just like before.. i will do wad i always do and do it the best.. smile... ... ... ...

2009-01-15T01:27:00.002+08:00

life sucks!? hmm projects main exams here i come!! few more weeks to holidays!

why.. why must u always feel so sad when u come bac?i feel so useless..tell me how.. how to cheer u up?

2009-01-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

END of OPEN HOUSE!!!

OMG.. CAN U BELIEVE IT?
i just won myself a new PHONE!!
this is super duper unbelieveable!!
nvr ever once i won anyting frm a lucky draw..
this is super unbelieveable!! OMG OMG OMG!!
wee!!!

ok got to calm myself down..
next up all the projects!! CHIONG AH!!

2009-01-08T23:06:00.003+08:00

TP-OPEN HOUSE! come come.. we veri nice 1.. nicer den NP NYP RP SP ITE AND JCs.. dunnid to tink liao.. juz come and feel the TP spirit ah.. huat ah!..

its time.. time for me to stop bballing... pls dun ask me to play anymore..(till further notice)

2008-12-31T17:03:00.002+08:00

bye 2009 hello 2008!
opps wrong...
fly 2009 die 2008!
eh.. not correct oso..
wadever lah.. haha!!
HI 2009!! BYE 2008!!
yay correct liao..

wad am i doing? i haf no idea.. last day of the year and so? no idea either.. gtg.. count down party~!

2008-12-27T01:33:00.001+08:00

nexo outing outing outing!! xmas over.. got some presents.. thkx peeps! sch reopening proects all haven do DEAD..

2008-12-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

BAC frm OTCW!! SONG AH!! NEXO is the BEST ah!! no voice.. dam tired.. dam chui but SONG AH!

2008-12-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

OFF to OTCW.. bac on sat nite.. ja

2008-12-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! its.... BREAK TIME!! woo.. free from school work!!.. WAIT!.. crap lah.. still got 2 more projects! DAM!! zzzz anyways.. no nid to take test liao!! WEE still shiok!! OTW here i come! haha

2008-12-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. nth better to do.. flung my math for sure due to some crappy shit puking feeling.. dun care liao.. net fund hai okie.. later will be MCT.. which i dun haf any idea wad will be tested.. den 2 more to go be4 BREAK!! i seriously nid dat!! tym to slp.. NITES!

2008-12-07T15:18:00.001+08:00

happie belated birthday to me and myself and my mum, benedit and ETC ETC. those whos bday is on 6th dec.. best day of the year! haha

2008-12-02T02:49:00.003+08:00

hmm.. so late liao still awake nth much to do.. juz got a new lappy but causing me lots and lots of problem.. term test is on the way... so is the most impt day of the yr =) i seriously nid some long break!!! shld i be prepared for my term test? hmmm...

2008-11-25T23:51:00.003+08:00

home alone.. any robbers wanna come my house to steal things? haha. 2 more days be4 i am no longer home alone!! hmm.. veri long nvr post liao.. but oso dunno wad to post about.. sian.. anyways.. term test is coming.. shld i study? shld i strive to score straight As? hmm no idea.. projects.. relieved frm 2.. so... hmm now slack abit liao.. but still veri tired and jaded.. super in nid of a LONG REST!!! ahhh!!! 2 more weeks to mum's bday!! =) lol.. "MUM'S" hahaha!!! ~.~

2008-11-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

i dunno this is my how many tyms trying to upload pics liao.. too many dao i forget alrdy.. give up.. anyways.. NEW LOOK for me! super de weird/gay or wad so ever.. LOL-ed GG-ed

2008-11-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

wont type much.. super duper chui (muscle aches) super duper sian (dropped ez-link card on bus) DAMN! zzz wonder wad will happen next..

2008-10-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

FREAKING PISSED for some reasons.. dun ask me y and wad happen cause i WONT tell.. went out after school to bugis.. got to w8 for buffet tym to start at sakae.. which is 3 pm.. and we arrive at 1.45 dam sian during dat tym.. nth much happened.. tym for food!! non-stop eating and spamming for the 1st 30 mins den all slow down.. nth much to do.. so slacked and took pics.. den lao jie gtg for her dance so bye lao jie.. den we went to bugis street walk walk see see.. finally ending up at starbucks and took abit more pics.. and finally home sweet home to pack my thingys for tmr I-GUIDES AH!! pics here.. BUT freaking COM trying to piss me even more by not letting me upload fotos! #$%$$%&* forget it.. upload after I-guides..

2008-10-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

hmm duno wad to blog about.. week 2 of sch.. as sian lyk usual.. onli difference is i got myself 2 jie.. haha.. lao and da = LAO DA! lol.. 1 take care of me and the other 1 BULLY onli sia.. =X haha.. nt much other den dat.. and.. my weight hit a RECORD LOW of 65.7KG swee!

2008-10-23T11:43:00.002+08:00

weds had juz passed~ nvr coming bac.. worst day ever! morning lesson at 9.. release at 10.. nth wrong.. den 10-11 break cause no netfund lec.. 11-12 suppose to be tutorial.. after 20mins we were released.. wth sia.. zzz break break break and more break.. IDIOT! den was pingguo.. after dat met 4 IBT gang haha.. lao, da, xiao and xiaoxiao HAHA!! dam funny when tgt.. lol-ed ( onli positive ting dat happens on weds) den went home grab track stuffs use com and bac to sch.. once again IBT dual near techno.. den was training.. seriously i SUK.. no idea wad to say to coach.. 1st thing she said to me.. "kwang is sick.. having fever" gg-ed lah.. when she tell me this.. i totally got no idea how to open my mouth to say dat my ankle hasnt recover and i dun feel well too.. DAMMIT.. THIS SUK MORE!! ankle still in pain.. no matter how hard i tried to jump.. best on weds was onli 5M.. lykdat how to compete? wad else can i DO besides praying dat i will be well soon and ankle to NOT be hurting for 1 day which is SAT! most impt-ly is dat kwang can make it bac BY sat!..

WAD TO DO?!

2008-10-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

2 days of school.. wad did i learn? hmm i really wonder.. izzit necessary to haf this 1st week of intro-ing? =.=! wad a waste of tym.. BUT! goods and bads.. met more new ppl haha.. cds tio MOE(Minstry of Education) learn to be the future Minster.. LOL.. how wonderful if dat is for real.. zzz Management of Enterprise.. Not BAD.. since my family got into F&B business.. maybe i can learn someting to further improve on current sales.. hahaha!! so many frm FDM taking dat CDS.. ppl lyk CURRY, Bingxun, Jasmine CAI(chai)sorrie! is chye~=X and lots more lah.. ohoh got got MISS FOO.. Jolin ( dunno correct spelling anot..) anyway sec-schoolmates haha.. so i guess nth much~ gonna slp NITES!

2008-10-19T01:17:00.002+08:00

weekzero!(sauces+1 xtra) lol
yh,jey,nic
cousins+dad

ok some of recently taken fotos.. dun wish my blog to be too wordy! haha =) school's STARTING! IVP is 1/2way thru! JYJY team T&F next sat bukit gombak we muz win more!!

2008-10-18T14:23:00.002+08:00

end of october weekzero.. became a SAUCE! deres 3 of us! woots nice nice..=) curry(adrina)sweet(wesley)sour(me).. haha.. it was not so bad.. the best part was the sauce part of cos! haha!! dats all.. dunno wad to say.. oh yea.. JY AH IVP TODAY! MUZ WIN WIN WIN!! next week is mine too.. muz jyjyjy!!! tymtable is out..! i got a quite bad 1.. sian!! everyday got school.. when can i haf a NO SCH day!! nvm.. i shall strive as i promise myself to PULL up MY GPA!! muz CHIONG AH!! bye!

2008-10-11T00:23:00.002+08:00

i am wondering how did i end up here.. haha.. anyways.. IVP is round the corner.. though i may not haf the chance to compete.. but all the best to team Temasek! JY ah! we train we play we laugh and we cry.. but 1 thing is for sure.. we shall enjoy the victory dats in all of us after IVP.. be it WINNING or losing.. schools starting sian holidays majiam no holidays.. i am out! ja~

2008-10-05T12:12:00.004+08:00

ok tym to post.. not a veri good tyming though.. but this holiday.. haix.. majiam no holiday.. juz this weekend so many tings happened!.. lets see nth much for the pass few weeks.. juz standard mon-fri 11am-3pm work, mon weds fri track training, tue thurs tuition... so wad have i done extra? hmm.. cook linguini! haha.. super itailiany for the 1st tym.. 2nd tym was super cheezy.. lol.. but it was nice.. and i dun brag.. =X lol.. ok more recent news... i was on a verge of dying juz yesterday and this morning.. but after visiting the doc a sight of relief cause is juz a more serious stomach flu.. die.. i tink mon training i will be skipping again.. 3rd training continuously liao.. last mon was sick too.. friday got dinner.. and now STOMACH FLU.. zzzz sian.. i feel kinda bad sia.. nvr go training.. zzz anyway.. no pics for the part i was super sick.. high fever and hands and legs shivering..(wrapped myself lyk a spring roll) and 上吐下泻 this morning be4 i went to see a doc.. it was terrible... ok some of my fotos.. uploaded..

1st itailiany

ok nth liao.. the cheezy de is the last foto.. tym to rest..

2008-10-01T00:08:00.001+08:00

i promise i shall come blog soon.. wif pics.. haha..

2008-09-14T01:40:00.002+08:00

i wonder wad to blog about.. everyday seems to fly past.. i wonder.. besides training and giving tuition.. wads more to do.. starting to go bac to my restuarant at bukit timah soon.. perhapes dat will kill more of my tym wiser.. by earning some extra $$ frm my own business.. lol.. GPA dropped.. guess i shall take the tym working to reflect more on wad haf i done for the last sem.. I SHALL PULL UP MY GPA THE NEXT SEM!! STUDY TYM!! when next sem starts..

2008-09-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

results out.. gpa dropped.. as expected.. nvm i shall chiong for the next sem.. after track's intensive last few training be4 IVP.. jy seniors

2008-09-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

its lyk years since i last came in.. anyway.. track training camp is over.. was "hardcore" yet fun.. i guess those who went for it really benefits frm it.. though aches and strains found us.. but dats how and where we will improve more.. lyk a quote given by some1.. which is something lyk u will nvr stop improving.. so i guess all the tough workout shall pay someday.. no pain no gain.. IVP is round the corner.. ppl taking part ALL THE BEST! and those not.. lets juz keep training.. nvr say die..! we are a team and a family.. one for all, all for one.. push each other and encourage our fellow teammates more.. and we wont regret no matter wad the result is if we noe we had put in our best! minna GAMBATEH!