(Saturday, September 26, 2009-)
+1:59 PM]*
+1:59 PM]*
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nothing much happened.. standard things.. training, eat, sleep. just came back from swimming and lunch.. felt like typing something.. so came to type. haha. knee seems to be improving however, very slowly.. going to run 400 hurdles.. shall give myself a last chance and do a final sprint!!
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(Tuesday, September 22, 2009-)
+11:21 PM]*
+11:21 PM]*
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hmm few days have passed.. have been home alone with my sister.. so not considered as alone? haha.. parents are back.. however, my maid isn't. how wonderful.. everyday i've to sweep and mop the floor.. sigh.. house work is kind of.. time killing.. haha thats good uh. worked as usher, as waiter, as cashier, and cook.. what's next? haha.. i'm bored!!
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(Thursday, September 17, 2009-)
+11:29 PM]*
+11:29 PM]*
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=) cheesecake is done! haha.. nothing much happened.. my knee isn't healing.. i wonder when will it finally heal..
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(Tuesday, September 15, 2009-)
+10:41 PM]*
+10:41 PM]*
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Its time for a change! change for all! for the better!! nothing shall hold and prevent me! i've started by changing my BLOGSKIN! not much link though.. haha.. k time to look forward and try to enjoy the remaining days in singapore!! IVP is my focus now and so.. please my knee.. stop giving me trouble!
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(Friday, September 11, 2009-)
+9:34 AM]*
+9:34 AM]*
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where and how should i start.. a wonderful dream turns out to be the worst nightmare.. never had i felt like this before.. it felt like the whole world had crushed down on me.. now i am scared.. afraid of this.. never will i do this again i think.. its all over.. i dont know whats going on in my mind now.. i cant think straight.. i'll never do anything right!! NEVER! ALL THAT I DO IS ALWAYS WRONG!! when will i start doing things the right way.. i guess that will never happen..
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(Tuesday, September 8, 2009-)
+9:57 PM]*
+9:57 PM]*
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please help me!! i am so losing control of myself.. i feel so not me.. i dont even know WHAT AM I F*CKING THINKING!! this sucks big time!! i am like doing the IMPOSSIBLE.. i AM JUST HOPELESS.. WHY CANT I JUST LEAVE THIS WORLD! maybe i guess japan internship is just the best thing for me now.. maybe is just a best solution and choice for me to escape reality.. maybe i'll just die in an earthquake over there.. AHH F*CK MAN!
P.S. i just so freaking moodless.. sorry to vent my anger out like this..
P.S. i just so freaking moodless.. sorry to vent my anger out like this..
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(Sunday, September 6, 2009-)
+1:14 AM]*
+1:14 AM]*
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time flies!! soon.. i'll be officially MIA from singapore.. sadly but ya... news update.. flying in the 1st week of november.. oh man.. hope that time will fly pass when i'm there.. ok.. more updates.. injury is now NICOLAS best friend.. no doubt about that.. from right ankle to left back to right and now up to right knee.. fun uh? what a good friend whom never fail to visit me.. zzzz whats more? hmm.. ok went back to secondary school.. met up with friends and teachers.. suddenly i realise.. how fast time flew.. its 3 years since i've graduated.. oh my goodness gracious me.. LOL.. Mr. Richard.C.Chia favourite sentence!! lol.. ok.. thats all.. time to go to bed i guess..
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