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(Tuesday, February 16, 2010-)
+12:33 PM]*
# Happy or Sad?-
Its coming to the end of my OSIP!! woo.. I wonder is this a GOOD or BAD news.. I've been told by my supervisor in Japan that i won't be needed to carry on with part 2 of my project. So now i will be moving on to FILLING UP my LOG books!@!#@# but will the results be sufficient for me to score for my MP? this is the big problem now.. the whole project seems very simple and it feels like it can be done in a day rather than 5 months. its possible to be done in a day as i finally learnt the whole concept in the proper manner.. but is that good enough? I don't wish to get a D or a C for my MP. even a B is bad.. considering that my parents spent so much for this student exchange OSIP. now the real worry begins...
BTW HAPPY NEW YEAR.. celebrating without my family and relatives sucks big time.
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(Friday, February 12, 2010-)
+2:59 PM]*
# NO NO NO NO NO!!!!-
no improvement what so ever!! SHIT man!! all the ideas that i thought of which might work did not!!! ah crap.. failing MPSIP is nearing and i can feel that is falling upon me.. i am so DEAD..
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(Wednesday, February 10, 2010-)
+3:26 PM]*
# Downs and Ups-
All hopes from yesterday is gone.. everything i thought of before sleeping.. all FAILED.. coming to the end of the day.. and i realize and found a new hope!! lets hope that tomorrow will be the day my project takes another big improving step!
brain cells are all dying fast!! can't seems to get to bed early anymore.. did over 200 crunches last night from 2 am - 4 am!!! push ups too!! i need more sleep!! sleeping helps to regenerate my brain cells in which helps me to think and to complete my PROJECT!!@#!@#!
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(Monday, February 8, 2010-)
+3:24 PM]*
# STRESS!!-
8 of FEB! OMG! I am going back to SINGAPORE soon!! my HOME~!! now i wonder is that a GOOD NEWS or not..
as usual project is killing me.. at least currently i got some results.. however, more stress and pressure is filling me.. my LOG books!! are all empty.. SHIT! 31st is coming! i get to go home! good news! but project submission!? BAD NEWS! i feel so dead.. i feel like i am going to fail my MPSIP.. i feel like i have learnt nothing but taking care of myself alone.. i feel so stress!!! how i wish there is EXAMS! and not REPORT submission!!
wanted to run off my stress as stated in facebook yet what i had done was ADDING STRESS to my knee!! now not only my projects give me headache.. my knee is hurting once again.. holy crap.. sigh.. nothing seems to be right for me at the moment.. have been thinking yet again... thinking of what? I'm not sure myself.. sigh...........
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(Thursday, February 4, 2010-)
+10:22 PM]*
# AHHH!!-
HEADACHE AH!!! dateline for my project submission is nearing!! good news!! cause i will be heading back SINGAPORE SOON!! but!!!! PROJECT SUBMISSION!! OMG!!! i need help!! but nobody can help me!! i am so dead!!
though i am super stress and busy with my project! i still did recovery slow runs =) plus favorite basketball! =) next week shall do more 5 km runs!!
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